Saturday, April 24, 2004
wow i had a
terrific morning...of all days why did i have to get injured on the day of my napfa?!*&@^$@ damn gek now... all because of my sit up i hafta redo all my items...maybe even my 2.4!wth...and i was quite pleased w my results sumore... 2As 1B 1C(i got a c for 2.4 lor...how amazing is that?!now u're telling me that i may hafta re run...screw you!!!) and 1D(stupid inclined pullup...i did 4 only...and C grade was 5 pull ups?!1 stupid pullup...)...argh...the 1st sit up only i knew sth was wrong liao...this stabbing pain in my lower abdomen...and i managed to jump 185cm with that stupid muscle pull... wahh...gek gek gek...haix anyway must thank my class...very nice of u all to be so concerned...=/ well this mucle strain/pull/whatever better get well by next wk...i seriously dun wanna rerun my 2.4....=( having to redo my 5 items is bad enuff...gosh of all things i just had to strain my stomach muscle...this is so freaking wierd...i've never experienced sth like that...now i can't laugh...can't lie down or get up w/o wincing....bleah.
tze*
[4/24/2004 03:01:00 PM]
Thursday, April 22, 2004
~efinelg so dutpis~
hm ok...i flunked my phy for sure...we looked at the very 1st ques...stared blankly at each other.. shook our heads and prayed hard that we won't fail that badly.... bleah...haha and even god had trouble with the paper...*phew* so it wasn't just me... wah had so much trouble keeping awake today during my lessons....nearly fell asleep during chem...finally woke up when i heard them going "at tze arh..." behind...yay and we had so much fun during pe today!!!cuz napfa 2.4 over liao...then ms chew let us play flooball!very fun...a lot of screaming from the gals and yelling from the guys...hm then watched a bit of the soccer match...then jiu hui jia le....fell asleep on the couch the moment i sat down...-_-
tmr's elections...so no lessons from 10 to 3!!!yesh...haix but muz listen to 4 hours plus worth of speeches....*shudder* heh well all the best to ky, mh, mich, buffy etc for tmr's speeches!!!u all can do it!!!jia you!!!!!!!
tze*
[4/22/2004 07:25:00 PM]
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
feeling so resigned with life right now...bleah....
hm must talk abt the 06 debate team...god,vicky,sumita,and da fox.....haha they did a great job...considering got no debate backgrd..and they had so little time to prepare?hahas...getting to like my class more and more...but then...emily!!!haix...u leaving soon...=( opps hope i'm not making u feel worse...*grin*
ahh tmr....phy....HAIX...stared at my notes from 8 to 10 and nth got into that shut down brain of mine...basically i was stoning and half-thinking about everything going on in my life right now...chum...and my eyelids are so heavy liao...shucks...two years of this with no motivation except for those As...yawn....now i noe why pple like their sec school days better...everything was so much simpler...
~argh why do they hafta make things so complicated?!?!~
tze*
[4/21/2004 10:16:00 PM]
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
had to come online today...cause i hafta thank someone!!!!SALLY!!haha thanks for today k...all thanks to u i dun hafta rerun my 2.4!and i think i can aim for a gold this year...*crosses finger* wah dunno wad i'd have done w/o u today...=P
tze*
[4/20/2004 06:32:00 PM]
Monday, April 19, 2004
heh i'm officially known as
ah tze in my class now..all thanks to god and "vicky"...bleah...
hm long day today...damn tired...had to go for the interview after lessons which i think i screwed up...ahh but wth even if i dun geddit then i'll just go to msia...
haix hafta go research on stuff about cancer now....and i got another long day tmr...and the day after...and also on thur...ahh....jiu ming ahhh......
tze*
[4/19/2004 09:36:00 PM]
Sunday, April 18, 2004
i'm not going to lie and say all this had absolutely no effect on me...but after yx and mao came over yday and the talk we had...i think all i can say now is that maybe this is just a
blessing in
disguise?hm but still...i think i need some time to get used to it...
tze*
[4/18/2004 10:13:00 AM]
Friday, April 16, 2004
hm it's friday again...boy why is time going by so fast...*shudder*
anyway congrats to the sn pple who got into nj council!need help campaigning come find me k..i got experience in being campaign manager...=P haix tmr not going back to sn liao...practically no 4L pple going back...so wad's the point of me going...*sigh* i miss 4L..
-shi jian yue guo yue kuai...wo yi jian jian de bei ta men yi wang...-
tze*
[4/16/2004 08:17:00 PM]
Thursday, April 15, 2004
i dunno why it took me this long to realise that this will never work out...it's getting way too tiring and i dun wanna keep going on like that....*mentally and physically exhausted*
tze*
[4/15/2004 08:46:00 PM]
Saturday, April 10, 2004
wow i've been out the whole day...sheesh so sleepy now...
went back to nj for bio lectures and prac session today..the three of us (me serene and ps) were making so much noise..think we were the noisiest bench..=P after that had to go down for co...which was a total waste of my time since we din get to play anything at all cuz the seniors took all the parts...then at 330 they told us we could actually go home cuz they had nth for us to play...wth...damn crappy lor...then my parents and sis came to pick me up...collected my uniform...oh and i bot precious moments paper strips!to make stars...haha i love precious moments...but their stuff are so darn expensive....*sigh* went to wheelock place...tried out nike shoes...and i saw a pair i liked!!!now i'm waiting for yixi to help me get them...THANKS YIXI!!!!hahaha hope i can get it soon...cuz i scared someone else will buy it...=S went to taka...ate aunty anne's pretzel!!!v nice...then went to U2...bought a black shirt!!!yay...can wear with my jeans...after that we went to cold storage where me my sis and my dad proceeded to buy like mad...haha all the japanese goods...wah my fav...we saw this jap booth outside selling very cute candies!but $1 per piece...haha and my dad willingly bought 5 pieces for us to try...went to crystal jade for dinner...drank dong gua zong!!!wah so long neva drink...haha and i had 3 bowls of it.... *smacks lips*
hm hafta go do tutorials now...bleahhhhhh.....
tze*
[4/10/2004 08:20:00 PM]
Thursday, April 08, 2004
this is the first time you're going to hear me say this: i
regret going back to hc today.made a horribly
stupid mistake in doing so.maybe this is just heaven's way of telling me to move on with my new life and to forget the past.*shrug* and today,i realised how much a few simple words could hurt...=/
tze*
[4/08/2004 09:06:00 PM]
Sunday, April 04, 2004
~should i, or should i not?~
tze*
[4/04/2004 10:18:00 AM]
Friday, April 02, 2004
current mood....tired but extremely
happy
went back to hc...heh spent abt 5 hours with them and it totally just made my day.... hahas altho it felt weird being in the hc compound...like no gui shu gan le...but then my class just made me feel so welcome and happy...=) attended maths lect with them...and i got badly beaten up by jasmine...bullied by her and jiayi...the 2 idiots made me the rubbish bin and kept stuffing sweet wrappers in my pinafore...bleah...mean pigs..haha but it felt so good being there with them...and we made so much noise that the maths tcha came up to "interrogate"..haix in nj it's so quiet and serious...not fun one...=S oh and i saw qiqi...hm he's very quiet...din get a chance to talk to him at all...after maths we went for gp...and ms owyoung din even notice me until much later!hahas...she was v nice...asked me abt nj...=) last lesson was pe....haix thought could do anything we want but got a different tcha...not too bad lar...i just kept hidding behind the pillar so he wouldn't notice me...heheh...played bball after school...wah fun!!!think i never enjoyed bball so much until i came to hc...played with the usual pple...yk..wj..liming..jozf..lynette.. huoyfen..ws..so fun!!!think i won't get to play bball so much in nj...so mug!!!hehe..went to macs again on the way home...yak yak yak....=)
ahh...good ol' times...04s79 rocks!!!=)
tze*
[4/02/2004 09:10:00 PM]
Thursday, April 01, 2004
-i don't ever want to grow up to be like that...-
i've got my official nj class...well...only 18 pple...miserable....but at least got serene in the same class..wo men yao xiang yi wei ming le...=S haix so used to being in enthu classes..4L...04s79..heh and now my class a bit the..."dead"?hahas well...it's up to me and serene to liven things up then...
gonna crash nj tmr...but having mixed feelings about it....just feel that it's kinda weird going back there....hm...hope 79 still welcomes me...hehe...=P
my day started out ok...but now it's just ended up crappy....i hate this feeling...
i'm not letting
this get to me..
tze*
[4/01/2004 08:10:00 PM]
