past month has been hell..all the problems..the pressure..i couldn't let go of all the stress..spent the night before my birthday crying infront of my computer while doing the proposal...and i haven't been able to sleep or concentrate on my other subjects..i couldn't even enjoy dinner without thinking about it..
but i talked to mom and dad just now..i'm really thankful for my family..don't know what i'd do without them...
need to learn to accept failure..i guess there are some things where all i can do is try my best and let nature take it's course..can't keep thinking about it cuz i'm just going to end up driving myself insane with all the stress...
thank you mommy, daddy and jie jie...for always being there.
i love you!